if only

if today is yesterday...
maybe i wouldn't recognize how much u can understand me...

if today is yesterday...
maybe i still moaning at my dreadful experience...

if today is yesterday...
maybe i will never know that i can do so much wonderful things...

if today is yesterday...
maybe i still crying at my pathetic endless loneliness night...

if today is yesterday...
maybe there's a plentiful anger that i maintained to keep...

but no - thanks God - today is not yesterday...
today, i experienced a tons of  good things...
today, i see a brighter day with a clear thought...
today, i know that there is a place for me to lean on...
today, i know i have U...
today, i know i'm in Love...





dedicated to -one and only- my 'aiiah'...
           ~vie~