Truth of Heart

I'm not a monk who has unlimited patience

I'm not a wise man who can tolerate every thing and see things clearly

I'm not a holy man who surely can forgive every mistakes

I'm just an ordinary man with ordinary heart

I can feel disappointment

I can feel sadness

I can feel jealousy

I can feel loneliness

When those thing possessed my heart, It becomes such a mess

The world turns upside down

Nothing could fix those damages

Makes breathe feels really hard

I buried all those things deep inside my heart

Really painful of course

Wasting so much energy to bear it

Till I reach a state of shedding tears

I cried it as long as possible

Tried to relieve the pain

Tried to trashed all the sorrow

I cried till there's nothing left inside my heart

Except, the love I have for you

--Chris--